I\u2019m moving on<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Moving on from those dreams I had of 2 rosy cheeked children and a white picket fence
Instead I have four, two husbands
Neither one fulfilling the \u2018honey, I\u2019m home\u2019<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Saran-wrapped, barefoot pregnant
Dinner on the stove
Succulent Pot roast cooking, carrots and mounds of potatoes<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Always feeling like I\u2019ve missed some essential ingredient<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2018It\u2019s you.\u00a0
You need help.\u2019<\/p>\n\n\n\n
But I got help.
The best sort of help.
I helped myself.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Pity fear the wrath of the gods
Anger rage grief sobbing
None of that matters in the end
Because when you look up<\/p>\n\n\n\n
In the mirror
Is only you.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
What do you see
What do you feel
Swaying in the breeze on a hammock
The water swirling and twirling rushing by
Endlessly<\/p>\n\n\n\n
My Children playing on the side of a mountain
Hopping across the creek
Laughing sun shining
Joy filling every pore of my body<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Breathing
Dancing
Laughing
Singing<\/p>\n\n\n\n
The moment you let go <\/p>\n\n\n\n
And it all comes together<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
I\u2019m moving on Moving on from those dreams I had of 2 rosy cheeked children and a white picket fenceInstead I have four, two husbandsNeither one fulfilling the \u2018honey, I\u2019m home\u2019 Saran-wrapped, barefoot pregnantDinner on the stoveSucculent Pot roast cooking, carrots and mounds of potatoes Always feeling like I\u2019ve missed some essential ingredient \u2018It\u2019s you.\u00a0You […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":513,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1,49],"tags":[106,104,105],"class_list":["post-512","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-uncategorized","category-we-remember","tag-a-white-picket-fence","tag-different-dreams","tag-the-american-dream"],"yoast_head":"\n